First Lieutenant Lee Alley survived a war that 58,000 Americans did not. In ‘‘Back from War: Finding Hope and Understanding in Life after Combat,” Alley describes his experiences of being in heavy combat in Vietnam one day and becoming a college student in Wisconsin the next. You can take the man out of the combat, but you can’t take the combat experience out of the man.
A veteran at age 22, Alley went through situations most people never see in a lifetime. He grieved and mourned the deaths of several friends and comrades he led, while dealing with anti-war protests against the government.
While transitioning back into a civilian life after his one-year tour of duty in the 5th⁄60th 9th Infantry Division, Alley described himself as a changed man. ‘‘But there are subtle changes, something — I don’t know what — but I have this strange, uneasy and worrisome feeling.” He said his habits also changed after he deployed to Vietnam, like waking up at dawn every day.
At times, Alley’s detailed narrative of his combat experiences in Vietnam is gruesome. Alley mixes these violent and tragic stories with humorous memories outside of the battlefield. Yet, all of it is completely real.
Alley connects to the reader through his ability to express fear, anxiety and pain during and after his service. He does not falter at providing emotional details that allow readers to connect to him.
His true leadership and tactical skills are modestly told through his story. At the same time, Alley praises the men he served with, from his radio man to the commanding colonel. He commends them on their expertise and ability to fulfill their duty without adding any honor or attention to himself. Alley conveys his sincere respect and pride to wear the uniform.
Some of the men Alley served with tell about their lives after the war and their means of coping with the transition from Soldier to civilian. They also boast about their reunions and the tremendous therapy it is to see their comrades again.
A number of veterans and family members’ stories make up the second half of the book. Some of the stories are depressing, but all are a testament to the prevailing power of the human soul and spirit. These strong Soldiers and leaders open up their lives and hearts to the readers.
One can only imagine what life must have been like for these Soldiers. The book is a great read for all veterans of any conflict and any family member.
Samuel E. Bailey, a former Vietnam soldier cited in the book, states in a letter about an ambush, ‘‘Only those who have experienced such things can relate.”
The same quote could be used to describe the life of a veteran. Through Alley’s wonderful book, veterans have a method of healing the pain of coming back from war. Families and friends have a way into the minds of veterans to help understand their experiences and feelings.
Alley’s book is a recommended read for any one interested in the Vietnam War, but most importantly, veterans or family of military in past or present conflicts.